Last week was a scary week. Things are definetly are on the upside! She had her bronch yesterday and it all looked good. She was even extabated 2 hours later. Her xrays have looked good too! Her blood gases have looked encouraging too! Hoping to have those chest tubes out, and then we can hold her again! Cant wait for that. She has been content with her binky. I have had such mixed emotions going through this. I try and stay positive, but sometimes fear can enter in and do crazy things in my mind. I also try and push back any anger that comes in, or plain jealousy that another kids recover so much faster, they get to go home after being in the hospital such a short time. I dont begrudge them, but sometimes it's hard